Navigating Dyscalculia: My Math Learning Journey and Healing the Inner Child
Mathematics has always been a challenge for me. Ever since the first day of first grade, I have known that my brain processes numbers differently from that of a neurotypical individual. While I have not been formally diagnosed with dyscalculia, a math learning disability, I have learned to live with the fact that my mathematical skills are limited. Overcoming my frustrations and anxiety surrounding mathematics has been a long and difficult journey, but with the help of a personal tutor, I am slowly making progress.
Understanding Dyscalculia
I believe that I may have a mild form of dyscalculia myself. Although I am not formally diagnosed, my brain struggles to perceive numbers in the same way others do. This has made learning and retaining mathematical concepts a challenge. Despite these difficulties, I have successfully mastered basic mathematical concepts without much struggle.
Seeking Support and Improving Math Skills
It wasn't until sixth grade that I received the much-needed support I needed to improve my math skills. With the help of a personal tutor, I have been able to increase my confidence and understanding. My tutor is skilled at explaining mathematical concepts in a fun and engaging manner, and her approach has made a significant difference in my learning experience. Regular lessons with her have helped me to stop feeling frustrated, cry, or experience high levels of math anxiety.
The Healing Process: Embracing Growth and Overcoming Fears
As my understanding of dyscalculia and my own abilities has grown, I have begun to heal my inner child. This inner child has often felt stupid and unworthy due to its struggles with mathematics. However, as I have started to grasp more mathematical concepts and see the benefits of my hard work, I am finally flourishing as a person.
One of the best things that have happened to me is the hope that I can become a doctor in the future. This goal has given me a direction and a purpose. However, it takes a great deal of everyday studying and long hours to truly ingrain these concepts into my memory. My tutor's support has been invaluable in this process, as she provides clear explanations and makes learning enjoyable.
Conclusion: Gratitude and Reflection
The journey to overcoming dyscalculia has been far from complete, but it is a journey I am committed to. I am immensely grateful for the support and guidance of my tutor, who has changed my life. She has been a constant source of encouragement and has helped me develop a positive attitude towards mathematics.
It is my hope that by sharing my experiences, others who may be struggling with dyscalculia can find comfort and support. Everyone’s journey is unique, and it is okay to seek help and take the time to heal and grow. My personal tutor has taught me that with persistence and the right support, it is possible to overcome obstacles and achieve our goals.