The Microbial Power of Life: A Journey of Self-Discovery
At some point, have you ever felt a deep need to understand more about the essence of life? For me, it was a moment of profound realization, triggered by a profound and unsettling event. I was told there was nothing more that could be done for me, and the best option was to take medication to maintain comfort as I sorted out my life. This was a daunting and isolating journey of despair, but it ultimately led me down a path of self-discovery and understanding.
My quest began with a fundamental question: Who and what am I, and what makes me me? This quest was driven by a deep desperation and a sense of detachment from reality. I immersed myself in delusional thinking, which, in hindsight, provided me with a facade to navigate the chaos. It was only after a series of profound questions that I stumbled upon a seemingly simple yet profound answer: amino acids, the common denominator in all biological life.
Armed with this knowledge, I embarked on a decade-long journey of near solitude, a journey that tested my resolve and pushed me to the depths of my mind. My exploration was not just about philosophical musings, but a delving into the core of what makes me unique. I listened to the voices in my head, followed vivid dreams, experienced strange interactions and glimpses of visual imagery, and felt a calming presence that guided me through the tumult.
After years of introspection, I arrived at a profoundly simplistic yet groundbreaking conclusion: the biological human, along with all living organisms, is microbially powered. All our functions, from the most complex to the most mundane, are a result of microbial signaling through a interconnected and interdependent microbiome. This revelation provided a unifying explanation for my experiences and helped me overcome an overgrowth of yeast, fungus, and bacteria.
The journey to understanding this interdependence is both emotional and intellectual. The physical manifestation of these experiences, such as hearing a voice in my head, was a complex interplay of microbial chemical signaling. The larynx vibrated, the brain interpreted the vibrations, and so on. Each interaction and experience was an exchange of microbes, reflecting the complexity of our microbial interactions.
Another fascinating aspect is the mirror neuron system, which is essentially a microbial way of feeling someone out and reporting back. Despite our ignorance, people who can sense these microbial signals are often labeled as empaths, filling in the gaps in our understanding of this intricate world.
Through this journey, I found a deep sense of peace and a new understanding. This understanding aligns with functionality, allowing me to view life without emotional thought and bias. The lens through which I now view life is microbially living, providing a clearer and more profound perspective on the interconnectedness of all living beings. This journey has not only given me a deeper understanding of myself but also a broader appreciation for the intricate and interconnected world around us.