Why Do I Hate My Art So Much? How Can I Improve?

Improving your art style is a journey that requires consistent practice and an open mind. The age-old saying, "Practice makes perfect," holds true in the realm of art. The more time and effort you dedicate, the more significant the progress in your artwork will be. Keep in mind, always have fun while you create. You'll be amazed at what you can discover when you play with your talents.

Step by Step: Practicing Creativity

To begin, draw without thinking. Just start, one mark followed by another. The goal is to discover your inspiration source. Once you have that, select something to make marks with—three primary colors, black, or white, or choose something that creates a shape on your surface. Tape five sheets of white paper (WC paper) to a table or use cheap wood panels that have been gesso'd. Set a timer for 25 minutes and start making marks on each surface. Then, paint, make shapes, or draw it, and repeat the process. When the time is up, walk away and return the next day to evaluate. Finish one and then do it again.

Overcoming Self-Loathing and Perfectionism

It's common for artists to hate themselves or struggle with perfectionism. Why do so many artists hate their work and strive for perfection? It's important to recognize that being an artist involves love, passion, and self-appreciation. So, if you hate so much of your work, it might be due to perfectionism or a harsh inner critic. These are issues that can be addressed through healing and building trust.

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The Artist's Way by Julia Cameron is highly recommended. This book covers a range of issues that might be relevant to you. The book can help you identify and address burnout, perfectionism, or a very harsh inner critic. Keep in mind that positivity is not about ignoring negative thoughts. It's about addressing them with the appropriate tools and support.

Transforming Your Creative Process

Easier said than done, but change can be achieved. Cameron's book helped me reconcile perfectionism and other issues, allowing me to focus more on the process. I found that play, experimentation, and exploration worked better than just relying on willpower and discipline. What used to be excruciating is now easy, and I can dedicate 12-hour days to my art.

I juggle several projects at once, and you can do the same. This process is not overwhelming but self-sustaining. When I need a non-thinking project, I have that. When I need a very mind-focused project, I have that. When my mood or energy changes, I switch to the appropriate project. This keeps me feeling accomplished, and the sense of accomplishment keeps me motivated to start new projects, creating a snowball effect.

To truly benefit from The Artist's Way, purchase a copy and read it faithfully each day. Take it in like a child in grade school, fully engaged and open to change. Your journey to improved artistry, overcoming self-loathing, and achieving growth begins with these steps.

Good luck to you.